CRACK OF THE HOUR SHPEEL: VOL I

You know how some people have a fear of life and others have a fear of death.. well i have neither. My fear is not being allowed to live how I want to. Hence why I am so secluded, why you don't see me in relationships very often; almost never. I mean i have been single for a year and my longest relationship was only 6 months. I have come to realize that I can no longer live so guarded.

Yes I can protect myself a bit, but if I never fall how will I learn how to get back up. This all is very cliche' I must admit, but it is all the truth. I am going to be 18 in less than a few weeks now, and I am going to be a frosh all over again, but this time where it counts, College.

Do not get me wrong I will still live as the lil tough cookie I am, but I will be more open, not naive, but open to what others have to offer, instead of just shutting them down. This change will not happen overnight, because lets admit it, if you know me well, I can be a BITCH, well a real, independent chick when it comes to relationships. I can be insensitive and just cold hearted.

I do not want a serious relationship, so do not come saying I LOVE YOU etc... just, I would like to me new people, experience my frosh yr, with out going WILD....

Welp thanx for lisrening//reading lol

DesiElizz//Ree'J

aka BUTTERFLY-D

DAILY LIFE: VOL VIII

Well I am pretty sure ya'll read the post below! Yes Desi Eliz, Ree'Ree', or whatever you call me, YES I am finally growin up! I am about to be 18 in about a month! I do not have a job, but if you know my family, well lets say my parents rather have me foocus on accademics and athletics!

I do want a job tho. Uhm I wourkin on more tattoos, but I need to get my money in order first! But by christmas I shall be way tattd! New piercings comming soon. Navel[reg top] Navel[dermals bottom and possible both sides]. I have watched vids of them so idk it looks painfull.

I WILL ^^"DO THE IMPOSSIBLE!"^^

MY FUTURE!

WELL I SIGNED THE PAPERS TODAY!

I WILL BE ATTENDING GLENDALE COMMUNITY COLLEGE!

I AM ON A TRACK SCHOLARSHIPS--GOING IN AS ONE OF THE TOP TRIPLE JUMPERS!

I WILL BE LIVING WITH MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND && AT MY PARENTS NEW LUXURY HOME IN WADDELL WHEN I WANT TO GET AWAY...

BUT I AM EXCITED TO TAKE THIS NEW JOURNEY! AND TRACK SEASON AND MY KINESIOLOGY MAJOR SHALL PUSH ME AND MOTIVATE ME!

HEY GUYS DESI IS GROWING UP!

HOME FOR SALE!!! CHECK IT OUT

My parents just bought a luxury home in the far west city of Waddell, AZ. Well we still have our home out here in Avondale and are looking to sale or rent it. So if you would like to take a look or receive more information about this home please contact me on:

www.myspace.com/65869600

www.facebook.com/1460035285

studiousbeauty@aol.com

or text me

2 STORY
4 BED ROOM
3 FULL BATH
2831 SQ FT
RENT--1500 A MONTH
BEAUTIFUL AREA
LOCATED MY ESTRELLA COMMUNITY COLLEGE/SHOPPIN AREAS/FULLY LANDSCAPED
ALL APPLIANCES WILL STAY
CARPET AND TILE
CUSTOME GARRAGE STORAGE AREA
MASTER BEDROOM--CUSTOME COLSET SETTING
AIM/TXT ME IF YOU OR UR PARENTS ARE INTERESTED