Tuesday, August 25, 2009

COLLEGE LIFE!

Even tho its just GCC its about to be great!

Track season is about to be amazing!

School I plan to geek it up...

Ill be at most of the GCC football games supporting my team.... I may try to work the game lol extra cash lol

Things in my life have always been a roller coaster but I have learned to control my stomach and just enjoy the ride even with its ups and downs.

When one door closes another may open even if its not right away, one will open.

I am becoming a better woman by the day. my process is slow but it I am progressing. Each day I learn something new about either myself, someone else, a subject, or just life in general..

Life is a learning experience and I am gaining my knowledge!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

LORD PLESE STAY BY MY SIDE!


I do not understand some of these lil girls man. They call them seleves grown? Yet they sit here and act like a child. Idiotic decisions and rediculous behavior. Sexual and revieling ppictures on a website where family can see... Idk. Well people will live their lives how they want, all I can do is give advice to them, hope they take it in and pray for their well being. My outlook on life is completely different...

I can no longer sit and be mean, crude, and selfish any longer. I am working on my attitude at home with my parents. I have noticed they have done sooo much and deserve way more appreciation, esp. my Daddy.

I have never been nor will I be a vulgar, and disrespectful person. There are aspects of my personality that need no change, but there are some that need a tune up and a complete new engine!

My life revolves around, God, family, my future, school, track, dance, friends[close&true], and possibly love.

Life is like a big roller coaster, a catapillers journey/life, before, during and after the cacoon and change into this beautiful butterfly! I am blessed and I tell myself this everyday, and so should you!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

FAMILY FIRST!

I HAVE BEEN GOIN THRU SOME
FAMILY ISSUES, AND NOW I EITHER HAVE TO DELETE A PART OF ME OR JUST HIDE IT ONCE AGAIN. AND WELL I HAVE DECIDED TO KEEP THAT PART OF MY LIFE AWAY FROM MY FAMILY AND AT THIS TIME AWAY FROM ME TOO.

I HAVE FIGURED OUT WHY GET SERIOUS WITH SOMEONE WHO'S LIFESTYLE IS NOT ACCEPTED IN YOUR FAMILY....

SO THAT PART OF MY LIFE WELL RELATIONSHIP WISE IS TERMINATED. THERE WILL STILL BE THE HOOK UPS HERE AND THERE BUT AS OF NOW IT IS NOT WHAT IS BEST FOR ME NOR MY FAMILY!

MY FAMILY IS MY STRENGTH AND WELL THEY WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. SO ANYONE WHO TRIES TO TEST MY LOYALTY TO MY FAMILY DOES NOT DESERVE ME AND IS NOT RIGHT FOR ME!

I CUT OFF ALL MY LOOSE ENDS AND I AM STRENGTHENING MY ROPE! I WAS TESTED AND I DID F UP.

&& NOW I AM BEING GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE, BY SOMEONE WHO HAS DONE NOTHING BUT BE PATIENT WITH ME. AND I APPRECIATE IT. I WILL NOT SPEAK ON THE SITU TOO SOON BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO JINX IT! +P

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

UPDATE OF MY LIFE

LATELY I HAVE BEEN IN THE RECORDIN STUDIO A TON. DOIN MY MUSIC THING SO LOOK OUT FOR ME AND MAH FAM, WE COMMIN OUT HARD.

I HAVE ALSO BEEN IN THE DANCE STUDIO. AS WELL AS DOIN SOME PERFORMANCES HERE AND THERE, AT STODIMIRES AND AT A PHX 1ST ASSEMBLY[CHURCH].

SCHOOL STARTS ON 8/22/09 FOR ME, YES A SAT. I AM EXCITED. TRACK BEGINS IN SEPTEMBER!

I HAVE YET TO GET MY KEXUS FIXED BUT I BELIEVE NEXT WEEK MAY BE THE WEEK!

WELL THATS AN UPDATE ON MY LIFE YALL. THANKS FOR READIN.