WHERE ART THYS ANSWER?

THOU WHO SHALL ASK WHY, WILL GET THY ANSWER THROUGH A HIGHER MIGHTY SOURCE. THOU WHO QUESTION THIS SOURCE MUST ANSWER TO THE ALL MIGHTY

I TOOK THIS PHOTO SOMETIME IN AUGUST A BIT BEFORE MY AUNT PASSED AFTER I TOOK THIS PICTURE I SAW THE HEART THAT LAID IN THE SKY AND KNEW THAT ALL THAT HAS OOCCURED THAT CAUSED ME PAIN WILL BE OKAY IN GODS HANDS!

THE POODLE--DREAM

Besides dance, school, writing an music...He is my interest! Dream is my son, hahhaha my new puppy! Born June 14th 2008 I got him on December 14th 2008! The family loves him! He is spoiled! Every visit to PetSmart is a visit of 20 bucks at the least! lol hahaha! So If you wanna be with me you have to get along with Dream as well as the family! LOVE US TO THE FULLEST! OR GET OUT +P!!!

WHY?

Why is the sky and heavens the only place where true peace and happiness lay? Why must the world consume such hate, anger, fluster, saddness? Why is it that to love you have to dig deep within yourself? Why? It is just a way God instructs and aids us to make the correct choices in life!

I TOOK THIS PIC WITH MY GLYDE[VERIZON SAMSUNG PHONE]. I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY ITS JUST THE RENTS WONT BUY ME A GOOD CAMERA SO USE WHAT I HAVE!

SENIOR 09

WELP GUYS I FREAKIN MADE IT! I HAVE 5 MORE MONTHS TILL GRADUATION MAN! WHEW!

AS FAR AS COLLEGe GOES I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED TO NAU AND ASU BUT IM PROB GONNA GO TO ASU. MOM DUKEZ WANTS ME TO LOOK INTO JULLIARD FOR DANCE...SO I MAY. THAT WOULD BE AMAZING TO BE ABLE TO ATTEND THAT SCHOOL! UHM AND MY TRACK COACH REALLY WANTS ME TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP FOR TRACK! SO WE WILL ONLY KNOW MY EXACT PATH AFTER GRADUATION I GUESS. OR SOMETIME NEAR IT!

OH MY GEEZE IM SO EXCITED TO GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL. PPL SAY I WILL MISS IT ETC BUT TO BE HONEST MY MINDSET HAS ALWAYS BEEN AHEAD! SO I PROB WONT MISS IT TOO MUCH!

BUT IF YOU KNOW ME DEF KOME TO THE GRADUATION MAY 19TH! COME COME COME!! AND THERE WILL BE FOOD ETC, GRAD PARTY FOR THE FAM AND FRIENDS.. IF YOU ATTEND THE GRADUATION YOU WILL PROB BE INVITED TO THE CASA. MOST OF YOU ALREADY KNOW WHERE I LIVE ANYWAY HAHAH!

DREAM.DESIRE.PEACE.HAPPYFEET

It frees my mind body and soul. I feel at peace when i dance. I aspire to inspire by dance. Its a form of communication art and emotions. Not just a movement of the body yet an incredible movement of the soul mind heart and body functioning together to express their true intentions. Dance is me-DESI-- Do tou see it?!

DECEMBER 28TH 2008

NOT A CHRISTMAS DINNER BUT JUST A SUNDAY DINNER

YES I AM COOK AND I GREAT ONE AT THAT

I SPENT ABOUT 2-5 HOURS TODAY AND YESTERDAY AND CHRISTMAS NIGHT PREPARING FOR THIS DINNER

HAM. TURKEY[MOM CLEANED]. GREENZ. HOMEMADE--POTATOE SALAD. GRAVY[MOM MADE. I DON DO GIZARDS]. STUFFING. MACC&&CHESE. TAMALES[MOM DAD HELPED]. PEACH COBBLER, BANANA NUT CAKE&&BUTTERCREAM FROSTING. WE BOUGH ROLLS LOL I THINK THATS IT.

I DON HAVE PIX OF THE CAKE OR COBBLER YET LOL

MY LAB

BEFORE I DUG IN

AFTER I SMASHED LOL

2008 PSA--TO ALL WHO I HAVE TALKED TO OR DATED

I AM SORRY FOR ANY HURT AND PAIN I CAUSED YOU
IN MOST CASES YOU WERE NOT THE REASON WHY WE DIDNT SUCCED
IT WAS PROB ME AND MY UNKNOWN FEAR OF COMMITMENT
I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED THE BEST AND IM SORRY TO SAY IF I MAY NOT HAVE SETTLED DOWN BECAUSE I DON THINK U WHA THE BEST
BUT THERE IS ONE OR TWO PEOPLE-----WHO I BELIEVE WERE THE BEST OR THE CLOSEST I COULD GET TO IT BUT I JUST LET THEM SLIP OUT OF MY HAND... ONE PERSON I BEGAN TALKING TO IN THE SUMMER BUT HAVE YET TO SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH THEM AND THE OTHER I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO OFF AN ON FOR A YEAR....
IDK HOPEFULL I WILL FIND MY BEST FIT SOON OR SOMETHIN LIKE IT....
AGAIN I AM SORRY IF I HURT YOU CAUSED YOU CONFUSION OR DISSED YOU...
I HAVE HAD SOME WRONG DONE TO ME THIS YEAR AS WELL BUT I AM TRYING TO MOVE ON FROM IT... FORGIVENESS IS THE ONLY WAY I WIL BE ABLE TO MOVE ON
---DESI ELIZ

MUSICAL WORDS

MusicalWords.
ImATrueLyricist.
MyWordsWillPenetrate TheMindBody&Soul.
InVariousWays.
SoCoverYourEarsIfYouDonWanToBeArosed!
BecauseMyWordsAreAllButBland!
MyWordsWillQuiverThe InsidesOfAGrownAssMan/Woman!
Orgasmic
Sensual
Insightful
CutThroat
Amazin!

JUST LIKE ME!

MOVIE REVIEW: THE SPIRIT

If you enjoyed the movie SIN City you will most likely think this movie was a bad copy cat. The Spirit is not gory like Sin City, but with Samuel Jackson you know there is laughter and with Eva Mendez their is sex appeal. Personally that was not enough for me. The movie was okay i give it 2.5/5. It could have consumed for action, gore and meaning. I do not recommend you see this movie, but again this is only my opinion.

HMMM CHRISTMAS!

Christmas Eve I attended my Twins family party and if I must say I rocked the stiches out of my sweater...


Christmas Day the outfit was cute as well... who says wal-mart doesnt have nice things. People grow out of this I can only buy expensive ish phase. You better save your money while you are able.


I am blessed with wonderful parents!

[A tcup poodle, a carrier for the puppy, nail filer for the puppy, class ring, class neckalce, senior hoodie, 2 sweat suits, uhmm a gag camera, rents think they are funny, a nail salon kit, a hannah montanas hirt that says "dream"[nieces&&nephewsidea], I got my puppy dream, a new bed a lil cubby full of toys 2 collars, a leash, a hardleyD. hoodie and shampoo.]

Sad thing is I wanted to cry on christmas night. Some "relationship" problems. I said something to a good friend to upset them, but me not knowing it would. Then the letter I recieved from this person along with his present was bitter sweet. I guess that is jus life right, as people grow they sllowly grow apart or grow together and at times in between the two....

Overall I was with family and that is truly what matters the most to me! Hope ya'll had a wonderful Christmas!

DEAR BUTTERFLY-D-->Q & A OF THE DAY

Momz Says "Dont go backwards to old relationships. If it didnt work the first time it wont work again"

but some may wonder sometimes.... what if?

Q.would u get back with a girl/guy if they had a baby?--anonymous

A.my standing is. dude/chcik should get themselves situated before looking for a new mate. because they and their babies mother/father, may work their relationship out after the bay is born. but if all else fails then those 2 need to focus on their baby and giving that child the best that they kan and only then when all is situated, then if needed or desired a new mate may come in to play--Desi Eliz--->Butterfly-D

any other relationship questions, hit me up.

FETTISH MUCH???

I could call it a fettish. Sneakaz and heels are a must for a womans closet! Hahaha Brittany told me that I should put these flixx up hahahah... This blog is for you girl lol hahaha....

THIS PIC WAS TAKEN BY MY VERIZON SAMSUNG GLYDE!

KIXX 4 SALE

BLACK&&WHITE SKULL SLIDES-SLACKER CONDITION-$15-25
SIZE 7 MEN/8.
5 WOMEN


LOW CUT TURQUOISE CHUCKS-GOOD CONDITION-$25-35
SIZE 6 MENS/7.
5 WOMENS


PINK&&WHITE BABY PHATS W/LEAPORD PRINT JAWSTRING BAG-$35-45
SIZE 9 IN WOMENS-GOOD CONDITION


LOW CUT BROWN&&GRAYISH-BLUE LACER VANS-$40-50
SIZE 6 MEN/7.
5 WOMEN-TOP CONDITION-NEW SHOE SMELL


RED &&BLACK PROKEDS-GOOD CONDTITION-35-60
SIZE 6.
5 MENS

I JUST WISH

i could be as a happy as i pretend to be there are some good things in life and i know i should move on from the past

but i still cry when i think about my angels. its still so fresh. and they all kep goin 4 months in a row.
ugh i'm stressed right now. i'm flustered. i'm frustrated. i'm just a mess.

i think its just the mood i'm in.

but damn i need to get out of this state of mind.

when i'm alone i begin to ponder of what could be, what i've lost, what i've gained.

and somehow what i've lost outways what i've gained.

i guess its life---reasoning behind no caps etc... my writing displays my feelings... so need to capitalize anything.

AS I LISTEN TO HIS SONG

Your words so sweet in my ear

Your voice is what I yearn to hear

So musically inclined

Your diction has a poetry shine

Symbolism runs through your tongue

Your metaphors make me feel young

As if I was a little girl excited for ice cream

As you speak you flow through me so magically

You make me float into a fantasy

All the hurt you caused goes away when you begin to rhyme

Forcing me to ponder if its all worth going back to

Attempting to make things better and start over

Feeling like every song is dedicated to me

But knowing that it probably couldn't be

I left you and you went to her

Who gave you inspiration to write that verse?

Was it me the girl you said you loved and possibly could have fallen in love with?

Or is it the one who you became infatuated then fell for?

But all this goes out the window as I listen to his song.

Once it is over, my fantasy is long gone.

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112308|iNKED!

This is my tatt! and omg they are super adicting. I want to get some more. And I think I will. I love my tatt.. I have a couple haters, lol u know how that goes. Well I love love love my tatt . Oh btw it didnt really even hurt.

AND AN UPDATE FOR THOSE WHO CARE. I QUIT BASKETBALL FOR DANCE. ORGANIZED BALL IS NO FUN FOR ME. AND ITS NOT MY HEART.. ILL PLAY STREET OR PICKUP BUT NO GIRLS ORGANIZED BALL. SO ITS TIME TO FOCUS ON MY PASSION!

TATTOO HELP ME!

NVM IM GOIN TO FLESH CREATIONS! YAY! ON SUNDAY HOPEFULLY DADDY DOESNT CHANGE HIS MIND

LETTER TO AUNTY KITTY

Dear Aunty Kitty,

Hey Aunty! How is it up there? Its been three crazy months since you graduated. Uncle Rose passed so you guys she be seeing one another soon. Man it really hasnt hit me that you are gone. Thanksgiving and Christmas, man I dont even wanna think about that. Well your 2nd grandbaby should be here within the days. I misss you Aunty. I love you

Love you
Desi Eliz

LETTER TO UNCLE ROSE

Hey Unc,

Hey man I know we werent the closest but you are stilll my fav. All the negatives and mistakes are forgiven. Man I just saw you at Aunty Kitty's Homecoming, you didnt look well. I knew something was up. Man I didnt think you would graduate so soon. Man this is 4. Your service is Saturday. You are still apart of the Johnson Family Unc, no matter your problems, mistakes, or bad habbits. We all love you and you will be missed dearly. You are now in true peace.
RIP UNCLE ROSE

Love you
Desi Eliz

LETTER TO JUSTIN

Dear Justin,

Hey hunni it has been 2 months since your graduation. Man I wish it wasnt so soon. I love you kid. It has been hard times for me this year but I am staying strong. And I woke up to the best news this mornin. Your c.o.d was all natural! It is a relief to hear this. I love you kidd. Party it up down here and ill do my best to do my best. You should talk to Brittany Renee' sometime because she isnt doing too good. So go visit her luv. I love you && miss you much.

Love You
Desi Eliz

QUICK UPDATE

So high school is almost half-way over for me. And I am so ready to get out! I am looking forward to track season. I am currently in ball season.... excited to show these big girls how to jump and the haters [s.o.m.t] that I am a threat to their game. Do not undermind the small, in better words me. I have my flaws but bixxh watch out im leathal.

My next step after high school....ASU AND I AM GOING TO PLEDGE. IDK WHAT HOUSE BUT I KNOW I WILL BE DOIN MY THING.

OBAMA WINS

LETS GO ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!
DEMOCRATS && BLACKS.
COLOR MEANS NOTHING!
WHOOO HOOO!

HE IS IN MY LIFE

"The way you speak to me. Your diction your tone. It reaches out to me. As if it was just you and I alone. Those words you speak that flow off your tounge. Travel through my ears inside my body and into my lungs. Those simple, intriguing syllables that are pressed together to form your Word. They allow me to breathe, and feel free to fly like a bird. I am no longer trapped in containment with Him on my side. I am not talking about any man or woman, girl or guy. I am speaking about Jesus and yes, He is in my life."

DANCE CONCERT

AFHS FALL DANCE CONCERT! ALONG WITH THE 2 CLASS DANCES, I PERFORMED A SOLO AND A QUINTET. THE PICTURES ABOVE IS A SHOT OF FROM MY SOLO AND MY QUINTETT. I PERSONALLY CHOREOGRAPHED THIS PIECE AND DEDICATED IT TO MY ANGEL JOSH MCDANIEL. I TEARED UP WHILE DANCING AS DID SOME OF THE AUDIENCE MEMBERS. I DANCED WITH AN UMBRELLA IT WAS VERY UNIQUE. I WILL HAVE A VIDEO UP SOON. THE QUINTET DANCE WAS AMAZING! I WILL HAVE THE VIDEO SOON AS WELL.

THE VIDZ WONT SHOW BUT HWRE ARE THE URLS:

MY SOLO--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ri_bnkb9KbY

iDENTiTiEZ--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KqQwnMEa_E

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL--http://www.youtube.com/AmazingThreat

09 HALLOWEEN

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

09 HALLOWEEN HAS BEEN THE BEST YET! OMG SO MUCH FUN! I WENT BACK TO A OLD HABBIT LAST NIGHT BUT NO HARM DONE. HEY IM ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN TOO RIGHT!

THE YORKI! LUV EM

He isnt mine. Jody is my cousin Jaimee's. But everytime i go over to her house he runs and barks at me to pick him up! +] I love this puppy! These pix was taken with my GLYDE

TROJANS+RED BULL+WAL-MART=?

GET A CLOSER LOOK

LOL SO A GROUP OF MY FRIENDS AND I WENT TO WAL-MART AT LIKE 2AM SAT MORM. WELL WE WALKED PASSED THE STRABUCKS/RED BULL FRIDGE AND SAW THIS LOL CKRAZY.+}

THE NEW CELLULAR DEVICE

YES YES I SWITCHED. NO MORE T-MOBILE. THE RENTS WANTED VERIZON. SO I GOT THE GLYDE! I LOVE THIS PHONE.
BTW PEEP THE PHONE CROC! YA ITS FRESH. ILL BE ADDIN ON TO THE COLLECTION. NXT ONE WILL BE THE DB POUCH.

OBAMA VS MCCAIN

[I tried to post videos on the debate but it did not work. I will try later]

I HOPE YOU ALL WATCHED THE DEBATES. EVEN THE VP DEBATES. IF YOU ARE NOT 18 [I'M NOT] YOU STILL SHOULD CARE ABOUT WHO WILL BE RUNNING THIS COUNTRY. I AM WATCHING THESE DEBATES WITH AN UNBIAS ATTITUDE.

John McCain is supporting his claims with personal attacks. He did so through out the entire debate. Obama has remained tactful and respectful. He retaliated with proven statements, that could have been personal attacks; he used correct diction to manipulate and organize his statements in a healthy manner. They both have good points. I advise anyon who is voting to not jyst vote because a friend of yours is voting for whomever they are. Vote for the correct reason. For change, and a better government.

There has been talk in the debate about the economy. Well I do have some facts about this aspect of the presidential election. The President of the US does not have any true affect on how the economy is progressing. He may say "I will do this for the economy, tax cuts this etc". In all reality it is up to the citizens and correct me if I am mistaken, Congress.