WHERE ART THYS ANSWER?

THOU WHO SHALL ASK WHY, WILL GET THY ANSWER THROUGH A HIGHER MIGHTY SOURCE. THOU WHO QUESTION THIS SOURCE MUST ANSWER TO THE ALL MIGHTY

I TOOK THIS PHOTO SOMETIME IN AUGUST A BIT BEFORE MY AUNT PASSED AFTER I TOOK THIS PICTURE I SAW THE HEART THAT LAID IN THE SKY AND KNEW THAT ALL THAT HAS OOCCURED THAT CAUSED ME PAIN WILL BE OKAY IN GODS HANDS!

THE POODLE--DREAM

Besides dance, school, writing an music...He is my interest! Dream is my son, hahhaha my new puppy! Born June 14th 2008 I got him on December 14th 2008! The family loves him! He is spoiled! Every visit to PetSmart is a visit of 20 bucks at the least! lol hahaha! So If you wanna be with me you have to get along with Dream as well as the family! LOVE US TO THE FULLEST! OR GET OUT +P!!!

WHY?

Why is the sky and heavens the only place where true peace and happiness lay? Why must the world consume such hate, anger, fluster, saddness? Why is it that to love you have to dig deep within yourself? Why? It is just a way God instructs and aids us to make the correct choices in life!

I TOOK THIS PIC WITH MY GLYDE[VERIZON SAMSUNG PHONE]. I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY ITS JUST THE RENTS WONT BUY ME A GOOD CAMERA SO USE WHAT I HAVE!

SENIOR 09

WELP GUYS I FREAKIN MADE IT! I HAVE 5 MORE MONTHS TILL GRADUATION MAN! WHEW!

AS FAR AS COLLEGe GOES I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED TO NAU AND ASU BUT IM PROB GONNA GO TO ASU. MOM DUKEZ WANTS ME TO LOOK INTO JULLIARD FOR DANCE...SO I MAY. THAT WOULD BE AMAZING TO BE ABLE TO ATTEND THAT SCHOOL! UHM AND MY TRACK COACH REALLY WANTS ME TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP FOR TRACK! SO WE WILL ONLY KNOW MY EXACT PATH AFTER GRADUATION I GUESS. OR SOMETIME NEAR IT!

OH MY GEEZE IM SO EXCITED TO GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL. PPL SAY I WILL MISS IT ETC BUT TO BE HONEST MY MINDSET HAS ALWAYS BEEN AHEAD! SO I PROB WONT MISS IT TOO MUCH!

BUT IF YOU KNOW ME DEF KOME TO THE GRADUATION MAY 19TH! COME COME COME!! AND THERE WILL BE FOOD ETC, GRAD PARTY FOR THE FAM AND FRIENDS.. IF YOU ATTEND THE GRADUATION YOU WILL PROB BE INVITED TO THE CASA. MOST OF YOU ALREADY KNOW WHERE I LIVE ANYWAY HAHAH!

DREAM.DESIRE.PEACE.HAPPYFEET

It frees my mind body and soul. I feel at peace when i dance. I aspire to inspire by dance. Its a form of communication art and emotions. Not just a movement of the body yet an incredible movement of the soul mind heart and body functioning together to express their true intentions. Dance is me-DESI-- Do tou see it?!

DECEMBER 28TH 2008

NOT A CHRISTMAS DINNER BUT JUST A SUNDAY DINNER

YES I AM COOK AND I GREAT ONE AT THAT

I SPENT ABOUT 2-5 HOURS TODAY AND YESTERDAY AND CHRISTMAS NIGHT PREPARING FOR THIS DINNER

HAM. TURKEY[MOM CLEANED]. GREENZ. HOMEMADE--POTATOE SALAD. GRAVY[MOM MADE. I DON DO GIZARDS]. STUFFING. MACC&&CHESE. TAMALES[MOM DAD HELPED]. PEACH COBBLER, BANANA NUT CAKE&&BUTTERCREAM FROSTING. WE BOUGH ROLLS LOL I THINK THATS IT.

I DON HAVE PIX OF THE CAKE OR COBBLER YET LOL

MY LAB

BEFORE I DUG IN

AFTER I SMASHED LOL

2008 PSA--TO ALL WHO I HAVE TALKED TO OR DATED

I AM SORRY FOR ANY HURT AND PAIN I CAUSED YOU
IN MOST CASES YOU WERE NOT THE REASON WHY WE DIDNT SUCCED
IT WAS PROB ME AND MY UNKNOWN FEAR OF COMMITMENT
I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED THE BEST AND IM SORRY TO SAY IF I MAY NOT HAVE SETTLED DOWN BECAUSE I DON THINK U WHA THE BEST
BUT THERE IS ONE OR TWO PEOPLE-----WHO I BELIEVE WERE THE BEST OR THE CLOSEST I COULD GET TO IT BUT I JUST LET THEM SLIP OUT OF MY HAND... ONE PERSON I BEGAN TALKING TO IN THE SUMMER BUT HAVE YET TO SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH THEM AND THE OTHER I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO OFF AN ON FOR A YEAR....
IDK HOPEFULL I WILL FIND MY BEST FIT SOON OR SOMETHIN LIKE IT....
AGAIN I AM SORRY IF I HURT YOU CAUSED YOU CONFUSION OR DISSED YOU...
I HAVE HAD SOME WRONG DONE TO ME THIS YEAR AS WELL BUT I AM TRYING TO MOVE ON FROM IT... FORGIVENESS IS THE ONLY WAY I WIL BE ABLE TO MOVE ON
---DESI ELIZ

MUSICAL WORDS

MusicalWords.
ImATrueLyricist.
MyWordsWillPenetrate TheMindBody&Soul.
InVariousWays.
SoCoverYourEarsIfYouDonWanToBeArosed!
BecauseMyWordsAreAllButBland!
MyWordsWillQuiverThe InsidesOfAGrownAssMan/Woman!
Orgasmic
Sensual
Insightful
CutThroat
Amazin!

JUST LIKE ME!

MOVIE REVIEW: THE SPIRIT

If you enjoyed the movie SIN City you will most likely think this movie was a bad copy cat. The Spirit is not gory like Sin City, but with Samuel Jackson you know there is laughter and with Eva Mendez their is sex appeal. Personally that was not enough for me. The movie was okay i give it 2.5/5. It could have consumed for action, gore and meaning. I do not recommend you see this movie, but again this is only my opinion.

HMMM CHRISTMAS!

Christmas Eve I attended my Twins family party and if I must say I rocked the stiches out of my sweater...


Christmas Day the outfit was cute as well... who says wal-mart doesnt have nice things. People grow out of this I can only buy expensive ish phase. You better save your money while you are able.


I am blessed with wonderful parents!

[A tcup poodle, a carrier for the puppy, nail filer for the puppy, class ring, class neckalce, senior hoodie, 2 sweat suits, uhmm a gag camera, rents think they are funny, a nail salon kit, a hannah montanas hirt that says "dream"[nieces&&nephewsidea], I got my puppy dream, a new bed a lil cubby full of toys 2 collars, a leash, a hardleyD. hoodie and shampoo.]

Sad thing is I wanted to cry on christmas night. Some "relationship" problems. I said something to a good friend to upset them, but me not knowing it would. Then the letter I recieved from this person along with his present was bitter sweet. I guess that is jus life right, as people grow they sllowly grow apart or grow together and at times in between the two....

Overall I was with family and that is truly what matters the most to me! Hope ya'll had a wonderful Christmas!

DEAR BUTTERFLY-D-->Q & A OF THE DAY

Momz Says "Dont go backwards to old relationships. If it didnt work the first time it wont work again"

but some may wonder sometimes.... what if?

Q.would u get back with a girl/guy if they had a baby?--anonymous

A.my standing is. dude/chcik should get themselves situated before looking for a new mate. because they and their babies mother/father, may work their relationship out after the bay is born. but if all else fails then those 2 need to focus on their baby and giving that child the best that they kan and only then when all is situated, then if needed or desired a new mate may come in to play--Desi Eliz--->Butterfly-D

any other relationship questions, hit me up.

FETTISH MUCH???

I could call it a fettish. Sneakaz and heels are a must for a womans closet! Hahaha Brittany told me that I should put these flixx up hahahah... This blog is for you girl lol hahaha....

THIS PIC WAS TAKEN BY MY VERIZON SAMSUNG GLYDE!

KIXX 4 SALE

BLACK&&WHITE SKULL SLIDES-SLACKER CONDITION-$15-25
SIZE 7 MEN/8.
5 WOMEN


LOW CUT TURQUOISE CHUCKS-GOOD CONDITION-$25-35
SIZE 6 MENS/7.
5 WOMENS


PINK&&WHITE BABY PHATS W/LEAPORD PRINT JAWSTRING BAG-$35-45
SIZE 9 IN WOMENS-GOOD CONDITION


LOW CUT BROWN&&GRAYISH-BLUE LACER VANS-$40-50
SIZE 6 MEN/7.
5 WOMEN-TOP CONDITION-NEW SHOE SMELL


RED &&BLACK PROKEDS-GOOD CONDTITION-35-60
SIZE 6.
5 MENS

I JUST WISH

i could be as a happy as i pretend to be there are some good things in life and i know i should move on from the past

but i still cry when i think about my angels. its still so fresh. and they all kep goin 4 months in a row.
ugh i'm stressed right now. i'm flustered. i'm frustrated. i'm just a mess.

i think its just the mood i'm in.

but damn i need to get out of this state of mind.

when i'm alone i begin to ponder of what could be, what i've lost, what i've gained.

and somehow what i've lost outways what i've gained.

i guess its life---reasoning behind no caps etc... my writing displays my feelings... so need to capitalize anything.