Sunday, December 7, 2008

I JUST WISH

i could be as a happy as i pretend to be there are some good things in life and i know i should move on from the past

but i still cry when i think about my angels. its still so fresh. and they all kep goin 4 months in a row.
ugh i'm stressed right now. i'm flustered. i'm frustrated. i'm just a mess.

i think its just the mood i'm in.

but damn i need to get out of this state of mind.

when i'm alone i begin to ponder of what could be, what i've lost, what i've gained.

and somehow what i've lost outways what i've gained.

i guess its life---reasoning behind no caps etc... my writing displays my feelings... so need to capitalize anything.

1 comment:

Chaveeo said...

Same here hun....maybe in time the hurt memories and stuff will fade.....ugh i hate this feeling and i know it all too well....

reality optimism

IT'LL B OKAY in time :D