why is that... when someone passes away, ppl refuse to say "died, death" . harsh words perhaps? no one wants to face the reality that once you lose someone their physical presence is no longer there. spirits may watch over you, but it is not the same. i am one of those who try to think optimistic, but that does me no good, because i will have my breakdowns and its no good.
i just wish i could rewind time or go and visit them in a dream or something. life without my aunt and big mamma just isnt the same. i am done writing now because this is too hard, goodnight
im turnin it in early tonight
god bless
+butterfly-d
[in low caps due to my mood while bloging this]
