i have been wonderin why i am not able to be happy... its because my heart is not inside my body.
it is somewhere floating around because the person who once had it does not know what to do with it...
i feel torn and at this point all my hope is lost....
idk how this person kan be settling for others, while i sit here and try but it isnt the same.
i thought if i told myself "im over you! im over you!" it would come true, but guess what I AM NOT...
it sucks that distance plays a huge part in why we are not together, but damn if that is the case idt we will be together anytime soon.
so maybe i should just keep tellin myself i am over u, that it is nothing but a friendship.
i have this feeling that i am not being told the whole truth, i feel like this "friend/homegurl" is more than that.... but on the otherside it could just be the inner envious me because she gets to spend a ton of time w/u because yall go to the same school
i believe you when u say she is just a friend, and yall did try to be more but it wasnt right. i have no reason not to believe you....but i would be devistated if i found out otherwise...
well i just needed to vent... and if ur reading this.... ur birthday is today... 5/26 happy birthday!
love -lost girl
it is somewhere floating around because the person who once had it does not know what to do with it...
i feel torn and at this point all my hope is lost....
idk how this person kan be settling for others, while i sit here and try but it isnt the same.
i thought if i told myself "im over you! im over you!" it would come true, but guess what I AM NOT...
it sucks that distance plays a huge part in why we are not together, but damn if that is the case idt we will be together anytime soon.
so maybe i should just keep tellin myself i am over u, that it is nothing but a friendship.
i have this feeling that i am not being told the whole truth, i feel like this "friend/homegurl" is more than that.... but on the otherside it could just be the inner envious me because she gets to spend a ton of time w/u because yall go to the same school
i believe you when u say she is just a friend, and yall did try to be more but it wasnt right. i have no reason not to believe you....but i would be devistated if i found out otherwise...
well i just needed to vent... and if ur reading this.... ur birthday is today... 5/26 happy birthday!
love -lost girl
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