TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME

It seems that everytime I become close to someone I push them away. I get in over my head thinking about what could be. This only happens when i get extremely close to someone, like sayin I love you but not sayin I am in love ya know?

So instead of trying and being successfull and pushing someone who cares about me away; I have decided to just let things run their natural course. I also know at times to take the initiative and let my feelings be known.

I have so much too offer but I am also a very complex woman. I come with a wall around my heart, stubbourness, attitude. control and trust issues. Even though I come with these cons my pros out wiegh them. I am funny, loving, caring, loyal,I cook and clean, I am great with kids, I believe in God, I am open minded to life and will try mostly anything[not drugs] I am goal//family//musically oriented, I am a great dancer, I am intellectual, inteligent, street smart, I contain and amazing, desireable, and irresistable sex appeal, I do not count on sex to make a relationship. The list could go on forever.

But all in all I am a good woman, a great woman, but I am not perfect. "Take me for what I am. For who I was meant to be. And if you give a damn, take me baby or leave me"-RENT

EGYPT--A PLACE I CALL HOME

THIS ABOVE AND BELOW, WELL THIS IS THE VIEW FROM MY NEW CASA IN WADDELL,AZ AKA EGYPT!!!!!!! BEAUTIFUL

UNDER THE RADAR

i will def be goin under the radar till mah birthday, than after mah birthday celebrations..

SUPER UNDER THE RADAR

i do not understand how ppl kan/want to party every weekend. personally i like kick backs/chill outs with my ppls... nothin too serious. i like to do the whole movie thinf, bowlin, skating, ice skating, lazer tag, water parks, etc...
as far as partyin/clubbin. im puttin myself at a great risk everytime i go do somethin of that sort.

i know how some ppl say oh ur bout to 18 ur gonna club ur ace off.... well that maybe true but only for the first 2 weekends of my new age....

i have never been a big partier, i am more a chill person. parties are fun every once and a while...

i will be focusing on school, track, dance, singing, and mah freestylez... because im about to be 18 almost close to full grown...gitta hit 21 ti be full grown.

SOO THIS A NOTE TO EVERYONE WHO SAYS "WHY DON I EVER SEE U OUT"
I DON DO OVER CROWDED PLACES, HENCE WHY I DON GO OUT... AND ALL THAT IS LISTED ABOVE.... LOL

Thanks for reading

DesiEliz//Ree' aka Butterfly-D