TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME

It seems that everytime I become close to someone I push them away. I get in over my head thinking about what could be. This only happens when i get extremely close to someone, like sayin I love you but not sayin I am in love ya know?

So instead of trying and being successfull and pushing someone who cares about me away; I have decided to just let things run their natural course. I also know at times to take the initiative and let my feelings be known.

I have so much too offer but I am also a very complex woman. I come with a wall around my heart, stubbourness, attitude. control and trust issues. Even though I come with these cons my pros out wiegh them. I am funny, loving, caring, loyal,I cook and clean, I am great with kids, I believe in God, I am open minded to life and will try mostly anything[not drugs] I am goal//family//musically oriented, I am a great dancer, I am intellectual, inteligent, street smart, I contain and amazing, desireable, and irresistable sex appeal, I do not count on sex to make a relationship. The list could go on forever.

But all in all I am a good woman, a great woman, but I am not perfect. "Take me for what I am. For who I was meant to be. And if you give a damn, take me baby or leave me"-RENT