MISS ARIZONA--MI PRIMA!

OKAY SO THIS IS OBER EXCITING FOR MY FAMILY. THIS HERE IS MI PRIMA,
ALICIA-MONIQUE BLANCO. SHE IS A WELL DEVELOPED YOUNG WOMAN. AT THE AGE OF 21 SHE ENTERED IN HER FIRST PAGENT EVER. MISS ARIZONA--AND SHE WON!

THEN SHE WENT TO VEGAS FOR THE MISS USA---TOP 10--TO THE TOP 5--TO THE TOP 2--AND SHE GOT RUNNER UP. I BELIEVE SHE SHOULD HAVE WON BUT SHE ALREADY HAD GREAT THINGS IN LINE FOR HER.

I LOVE MI PRIMA. SHE IS AMAZING. SHE MAKES LATINAS ALL OVER PROUD. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND OUT! AND FELLAZ DO NOT TRY TO HOLLA... BECAUSE SHE DON PLAY NO ISH! HAHAHA.

LOVE YOU MONIQUE!


AND I THOUGHT I WAS BEAUTIFUL... LOL SHE MAKES ME LOOK NORMAL. LOL HAHAHA! I LOVE YOU THOUGH MONIQUE!

INSIGHT: THRU HEARTBRAKE!

I will find strength to move on
I will not accuse the next guy of the same faults you had
But I will keep a wise mind at hand
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FELLAZ && FEEMIEZ LOVE IS DEF NOT A GAME
SO DO NOT THINK THERE ARE RULES TO PLAY
DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ANOOTHER'S HEART
AND DO NOT SAY THINGS YOU DO NOT MEAN!
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OH AND THIS IS TO YOU. YA YOU THE DUDE WHO BLIND FOLDED ME AND SAID TO TRUST YOU.... HAHAHAH YA THEN SO YOU COULD PUSH ME OFF THE HIGHEST BUILDING.....YA DUDE GUESSS WHAT. YOU KNOW HOW I SAID I WOULD HOLD ON AS LONG AS YOU DIDNT LET ME GO. WELL I FEEL LIKE YOU ARENT HOLDING ME. I THINK YOU HAVE A ROPE THAT IS HOLDING ME DOWN, WHILE YOU DO YOUR THING. WELL GUESS WHAT BUDDY. YOU SAY I TRIP TO MUCH, YOU SAY YOU ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH ME AND YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, WELP BUDDY. I AM NOT GONNA SAY YOU ARE LYIN BECAUSE I KNOW YOU LOVE ME. BUT YOU HAVE BECOME A FIGMENT OF MY PAST. I AM LEARNING FROM THE EXPERIENCE YOU FORCED UPON ME. AND GUESS WHAT LEARN FROM THIS ONE.

YOU DO NOT TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM, THAT YOU HAVE HAD THESE STRONG FEELINGS TOWRDS ME FOR YEARS AND THEN JUST PUSH ME AWAY AND LET ME GO AFTER ONE LITTLE PROBLEM THAT WAS BLOWN OUT OF PORPORTION BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN INSECURITIES. YOU PUT ME THRU HELL. BUT NO MORE. IM DONE!

I THANK YOU BECAUSE ME MOVIN ON FROM YOU AND LEARNING FROM THE SITUATION YOU PUT ME, TEACHES ME AND EQUIPS ME TO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO AVOID THE NEXT THAT COULD POSSIBLY LIKE OR WORSE THAN YOU.

YOUR BOY SAID NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART.... WELL WE WILL NEVER KNOW TILL THAT DAY COMES. NO DOUBT YOU HAVE A PIECE OF MY HEART. BUT IT IS NO LONGER THE SIZE IT USED TO BE. YOUR BOY ALSO SAID NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO REPLACE ME IN YOURS. WELP IDK THAT FOR SURE. BUT I HAD BEEN NOTHING BUT A GREAT FRIEND FOR 6 YEARS! SO IDK....

YOU CLAIMED YOU CHANGED, YOU HAVE GROWN TO BE A MAN. THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER THE 7TH GRADE DUDE I DATED, OR THE LIL HIGH SCHOOL FROSH-JR THAT DATED MY HOMEGIRLS. WELP I DON SEE THE CHANGE ANYMORE. I THOUGH I DID BUT IDK.

I HAVE NO IDEA IF YOU WILL READ THIS AND FRANKLY I DON CARE.
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LADIEZ BE STRONG! IF YOU ARE IN A SITU THAT IS MAKING YOU UNHAPPY AND IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIX- GET THE F OUT!

POEM OF THE DAY: LAST WORDS!

I'm done
Fininto
Im gone
You pushed me away
Away to a place of no return
Ya you maybe going through it
But we could have pushed through it
But you blind folded me
Told me trust is a necessity
Then when I jumped
I hit the ground instead of your arms
I'm done
Finito
I'm gone
You still are my boy
But not my joy
I'm out
Goodbye for now
Maybe for a while
I'll do me
I'm done
Finito
I'm gone!

POEM OF THE DAY: SICKNESS

As I sit I wonder
Looking at what used to be
Attempting to figure out if you page songs are for me
Thinking about what could have been
Remembering your last words to me
Pondering on what you meant
You said things to me no one else never did
But when things became a little complex
It seemed as if it all just faded away
How can a love not be strong enough
Why when we need someone the most we push them away
I question the love you claim consumes you
If it was as authentic, then why is it that you are indulged in another
I cannot come to hate you
I cannot come to despise you
I can come to you and speak the truth
You cut me deep because you were not ready
You blind folded me
Told me to trust you
Then pushed me off a burning building
Believing that if you pushed me away everything would be solved
Thinking that if you could sacrifice my heart by pushing me away now
Well that may have been so
But as I stand, I stand with a different attitude towards you
As I sit I wonder
Looking at what used to be
Attempting to figure out if your page songs are meant for me
Thinking about what could have been
Remembering your last words to me
Pondering on what you meant
You said things to me no one else never did
But when things became a little complex
It seemed as if it all just faded away
How can a love not be strong enough
Why when we need someone the most we push them away
I question the love you claim consumes you
I look back, my stomach drops as my heart burns
An illness that I can make go away for that moment with a temporary medicine
Yet this illness shall never go away until a universal treatment is discovered

PSA OF THE FN YEAR!

IM SO DONE WITH NIGGS WASTIN MY TIME. AND IM DONE WASTIN DUDES TIME.

IM SORRY BUT RIGHT NOW IF IM NOT DIGGIN U ENUFF TO LET YOU WIFE, IMMA HAVE TO KALL IT QUITS.

I HAVE TOO MUCH CHIT GOIN ON IN MY LIFE TO BE FN ROUND WITH SOMEONE WHO EITHER DON WANNA BE ON WIFEY R.O.D WITH ME OR I DON WANNA BE WIFEY R.O.D WITH THEM.

I BEEN HURT, WALKED OVER, TAKEN AS A JOKE, AND LIED TO FOR TO LONG! I AM DONE WITH IT.

NO FN DRAMA, NO NOTHIN. SO RIGHT NOW AS I STAND, I STAND ALONE! IM DOIN ME GETTIN READY FOR COLLEGE AND MY NEW LIFE!

CHIT GETS LONELY BUT HELL I AM A JOHNSON AND I AM STRONG WILLED!

IM OUT!