Monday, April 20, 2009

INSIGHT: THRU HEARTBRAKE!

I will find strength to move on
I will not accuse the next guy of the same faults you had
But I will keep a wise mind at hand
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FELLAZ && FEEMIEZ LOVE IS DEF NOT A GAME
SO DO NOT THINK THERE ARE RULES TO PLAY
DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ANOOTHER'S HEART
AND DO NOT SAY THINGS YOU DO NOT MEAN!
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OH AND THIS IS TO YOU. YA YOU THE DUDE WHO BLIND FOLDED ME AND SAID TO TRUST YOU.... HAHAHAH YA THEN SO YOU COULD PUSH ME OFF THE HIGHEST BUILDING.....YA DUDE GUESSS WHAT. YOU KNOW HOW I SAID I WOULD HOLD ON AS LONG AS YOU DIDNT LET ME GO. WELL I FEEL LIKE YOU ARENT HOLDING ME. I THINK YOU HAVE A ROPE THAT IS HOLDING ME DOWN, WHILE YOU DO YOUR THING. WELL GUESS WHAT BUDDY. YOU SAY I TRIP TO MUCH, YOU SAY YOU ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH ME AND YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, WELP BUDDY. I AM NOT GONNA SAY YOU ARE LYIN BECAUSE I KNOW YOU LOVE ME. BUT YOU HAVE BECOME A FIGMENT OF MY PAST. I AM LEARNING FROM THE EXPERIENCE YOU FORCED UPON ME. AND GUESS WHAT LEARN FROM THIS ONE.

YOU DO NOT TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM, THAT YOU HAVE HAD THESE STRONG FEELINGS TOWRDS ME FOR YEARS AND THEN JUST PUSH ME AWAY AND LET ME GO AFTER ONE LITTLE PROBLEM THAT WAS BLOWN OUT OF PORPORTION BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN INSECURITIES. YOU PUT ME THRU HELL. BUT NO MORE. IM DONE!

I THANK YOU BECAUSE ME MOVIN ON FROM YOU AND LEARNING FROM THE SITUATION YOU PUT ME, TEACHES ME AND EQUIPS ME TO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO AVOID THE NEXT THAT COULD POSSIBLY LIKE OR WORSE THAN YOU.

YOUR BOY SAID NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART.... WELL WE WILL NEVER KNOW TILL THAT DAY COMES. NO DOUBT YOU HAVE A PIECE OF MY HEART. BUT IT IS NO LONGER THE SIZE IT USED TO BE. YOUR BOY ALSO SAID NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO REPLACE ME IN YOURS. WELP IDK THAT FOR SURE. BUT I HAD BEEN NOTHING BUT A GREAT FRIEND FOR 6 YEARS! SO IDK....

YOU CLAIMED YOU CHANGED, YOU HAVE GROWN TO BE A MAN. THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER THE 7TH GRADE DUDE I DATED, OR THE LIL HIGH SCHOOL FROSH-JR THAT DATED MY HOMEGIRLS. WELP I DON SEE THE CHANGE ANYMORE. I THOUGH I DID BUT IDK.

I HAVE NO IDEA IF YOU WILL READ THIS AND FRANKLY I DON CARE.
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LADIEZ BE STRONG! IF YOU ARE IN A SITU THAT IS MAKING YOU UNHAPPY AND IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIX- GET THE F OUT!

1 comment:

BrittNicole said...

i love this post! so real it has inspired me to write a letter post. thanks!

Brittnicole-